Untitled. V2.0

This is another untitled post. One where I have no idea what to give as a title. It’s been a while, I know. This is for all those people out there having trouble expressing.

My heart isn’t made of lead
With your name stuck in my head
All I can think of is you
And everything you do
Waking by your side, terrific as it seems
Feeling as if I’m in a wonderful dream
Just looking at your eyes,
You give me the butterflies
And you make me feel alive
As you look at me and smile
This is to true, if only you knew
I would do anything just to be with you.
Hand in hand. Your head in my chest
Holding you, in our little nest
You instantly brighten my day
Even if it didn’t go my way

I just want you to know

I know we’re young 

And my heart is strong 

I love you, with all my heart
Until the day it falls apart

. . .. . . . . Of Leaps and Bounds. . . . . . . . . . .

This was a collab along with an amazing blogger and friend of mine, Tanya Jaison. Thanks for the positivity and the ideas!

Check her blog out tanyajaison.wordpress.com
You’ll thank me later.

Life’s  too short  to always take the safe route, we all have a wild streak in us. You won’t go wrong playing by the rules but the life you live will never be enough. Sometimes the other path may not be wrong but there’s  no denying that the less beaten track is more exciting. Taking that leap of faith isn’t just confined to a simple choice. It is a feat of courage and cofidence. This may not be your first time, looking through a chasm of endless opportunities, but the past has left you too scared to see any hope for happiness  in reality.

But take the leap anyway, close your eyes and give in. Maybe, you’ll  fall for the thousandth time or maybe the wind will lift your wings. But haven’t  you ever wondered how it’d  feel when you finally  soar, when all the bruises pay off? Can’t you just wait to see the masterpiece you’ll  paint when you make that sucessful leap? Maybe you’ll  see mountains, and babbling brookes that chatter on or maybe you’ll hear the secrets the forest whispers at sundown. A positive result isn’t guaranteed. But a result surely is. As you learn, you grow. A tall tree is no good if it’s branches aren’t strong enough. With every leap of faith, you trust your gut and screw the rest. It may even fly in the face of logic.

Then there’s the thrill. Of not knowing the outcome. Of not knowing, in itself. Relying on chance. Playing the game of fate. A leap of faith is also a leap of trust. So trust yourself, not to know what’s right, because we all make mistakes sometimes,  but to believe that you’re strong enough to pick yourself up if things go wrong and to hold your ground if things go right. So go on, listen to the clichés, dance like no one’s watching, sing like you can’t  go wrong, love like you’ve never been hurt, and watch it turn your life around. Go ride that bike. Ask that girl out. Call that old friend with whom you had a fight. Take that long trip. Quit that boring old job. And live. Life is measured best in memories rather than security

Paulo Coelho once said, “To those who say adventure is dangerous, I say, try routine, it kills  you far quicker” and i couldn’t agree more…. I’ve could live to be a hundered and never be satisfied, or live to be 30 and seen the ends of the earth and die content. Sometimes you need to just breathe, relax and let go. Cause in the end, we regret the chances we never took. Many talented people never made it big cause they were too cautious and never took that leap. Sometimes things can fall apart and force you to take it. In any case, the outcome is certain as it is real

Your life is a story waiting to see the light, so live one that Gods and kings envy. Write a story in the brightest lights you know. Let constellations tell your fairytale. Just because you have a few setbacks doesn’t  mean  happily ever afters don’t  exist. Cinderella had to do the dishes, Rapunzel was locked in a tower, Snow White literally rose from the dead to  make her dreams come true

You’re happy ending out there too. And a leap of faith is your first step. You know what they say, ” The journey of a thousand miles begins with the first step.” So what are  you waiting for?Be your own dream catcher.

We can’t always see the road ahead. It wouldn’t be fun if we did. And sometimes your only mode of transport is the leap of faith that’s bigger than any of your fears. If we wait until we’re ready, we’ll be waiting for the rest of our lives. After all, every amazing journey starts with the simple decision to go! So leave the map and all your inhibitions behind and ride till you run out of road.

Beleive.

Debris. Decimated. Destroyed.

Getting your heart broken isn’t the hard part. It’s staring at the debris, day after day, of what once was a part of you which lies in shattered ruins leaving behind a gaping hole. You moved on. I shall move on too. My source of strength comes from my friends to whom I’m indebted. I’m just blown away. Adversity shows you the real people who stay. In a way, I’m glad it happened.

I’m good at a lot of things. Getting over you wasn’t one of them. But that isn’t stopping me from trying. If you want out, you never deserved to be in, the first place.

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Life. In retrospect

It’s what we make of it
Irrespective of what we do
Even though we fake it
It sees us right through
You can’t lead it through
Cause it pushes us from behind
I try to read it
But it makes me blind
But let it do it’s thing
And enjoy the wild ride
It is won’t let you go
If you stay by its side

If you died tomorrow, would I be happy with the last conversation we ever had?

No.  Not because what we converse is ever enough. But to let the fact that I can never have another one of those conversations again sink in..  Now any logical person would take it to heart and pour everything out at one go. But then what’s there to expect at our next meeting if you so happen to survive? The past is the past. But the future is as wild as it is unexpected. To leave something to talk about isn’t something like a simple conversation starter. It’s hope. That we will have those conversations again. That my eyes will meet yours. That I’ll be besotted again. I’m used to the stupid grin I get so much that it’s different to not have it again.

I’ve heard a writer quote

” A moment I would die to live again is when I read my favorite book for the first time ”

I would love to meet you again. To get the blood rush when I realised I liked you. The exhilaration when you agreed to go out with me. And the high I get when we have those amazing late night conversations.

Now if you died tomorrow, would I be satisfied with our last conversation?

Never. Not in a million years.  There’s more to come.

I like you a lot. Stay alive!

A New Change

You know something has changed. You get up with a smile that stays on throughout the day. You find it difficult to sleep cause she’s always in your head. Always. You live for the moment to see her face brighten up. Her laugh is your high. The way she carries herself with complexity, yet being simple at heart. I wish I could tell her that I love her. Deeply. Uncontrollably. She make my world spin. And she’s the only one who does.

I think I’m finally in love!

Too good to be true?

The person I wrote this for,  is a mixed bag to say the least. Very hard to get. Sometimes I do feel like giving up. Because the failures and being shut out is just frustrating. Then I look at this and I remember why I started in the first place. She’s worth it. Anytime. Any day.

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A tale of two friends!

If you really want to be my best friend, prepare for commitment. The good kind 😉

It’s been awesome
With you as my best friend
You be a part of me
Until the very end

When times are tough
You are always there
You brighten up my world
Just knowing that you care

You be a blessing
Sent from the heavens above
You are more than a friend
While you’re in the world
I will never be alone

I feel lucky to know
Some one like you
And to have found a friendship
So special and true

Don’t know what to name this.

Sometimes you find certain people worth it. Dunno if the person who I wrote this for still remembers it. But still try to keep my word till this day!

I’ll always be there to lift you up
When you’re feeling down
I’ll back you up, and wipe your tears
And turn that frown upside down
I pray that you keep on smiling
To flaunt that beautiful face
I’ll be your rock and pillar
In every fall, in every race
I promise to be your voice,
When you’re lost for words
I promise to always tell you what’s real
When you want to hear the truth
I promise to be your dream catcher
To chase away you’re every fear
I promise to be your smile
When you’re frowning
I promise to always cheer you up
When you are down and blue
I promise to give you faith
When you are feeling insecure
I promise to keep you sturdy
When you are feeling unsafe
I promise to listen
When you need to talk
I promise to tell you no lies
Just what is true
I promise to always lend you my shoulder
For when you need to cry
I promise to always hold you
When you need someone
I promise to always care for you
Wherever you are I promise to always be there
I promise to never hurt you and never break your heart
I can’t promise you the world
I can’t promise you the sky
I can’t promise you that we will never fight
I can’t promise you that I will never cry
But I can promise you that I will always be true to you
Ill be the best friend possible
That’s my promise to you!!